Nothing really matters any more. There are very few ups and downs; everything is flat. I've got a job interview on Friday and I should feel excited, determined, nervous, something, but I'm struggling to feel anything. It's like I've disappeared down an emotional black hole. I discussed this with my counsellor last week; she said it's probably a combination of my medication and a lack of stimulation from other people.
In other news, my brother arrived in Christchurch this morning and I spoke to him about an hour ago. I don't yet know whether I'll fly down there or vice versa.